A diary entry – Jan.24.2024
“Having all these desires would definitely make me grateful and more calm. However, I can feel myself having all these desires right now and I can see that it is (still?) just a, “cool…” What do I truly desire? Maybe just comfortability. What would make me content and smiling heavily everyday? But do I need to smile heavily everyday. Isn’t feeling a soft bliss and contentment enough? Yea. I just want to feel that to. I gain constant gratefulness and contentment and bliss through comfortability. I want to always feel grateful. So I will always be comfortable in order to do so. Afterall, the biggest thing for me is comfort.”
2/2/2024 Some days you will also be feeling pride and more grateful than usual, those are also beautiful moments, moments of being proud of yourself.

