A diary entry. But before that, I have never experienced it till now, as I sense and have the knowing that my life is about to change in many ways. I wanted this and now that I am to receive, I can’t help but think “why me?” As the world isn’t fair. And The Divines point out how those are thoughts that are not going to serve me, and to just let go. But I’m not satisfied, I have to know WHY?. And deep down I’m kind of afraid that even The Divines won’t have an answer that’ll make me feel better. I was feeling like I had an unfair advantage even, because I have Divine Guidance. Then, I had a thought that makes me feel better.
“… This is Imposter Syndrome. You want to change the world right?! You. Want This. Therefore, it is crucial that you remain open to improvement. You want to do the unthinkable by changing the world, then you’ll have to live unthinkably so to do so. So that’s why you get this, because your going to change the world and this is apart of what gets you there. Whether before…or after. Thank you divines.”
What makes me feel even better about this is that, not everyone wants this job. To be a catalyst, to change the world. It seems like hard work to a lot of people, and it will be. And because of that I have always asked the divines that I at least have an easy LIFE. I’ll live comfortably and lavishly while doing difficult work, reaching out to many people, countries and states.
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