March.15th
I may be the last person you’d seemingly expect it from, given my one and only purpose in life: To build communities and better the world but I am very disinterested in people unless I admire them in some way shape or form. Not to say that I am generally apathetic for humanity and many individuals as a whole, I care for them so much, to the point that I cry for them. Certain individuals may have an innocent look to them, even adults, and I’ll feel sympathy for them. But that’s as far as it has gotten for me.
I haven’t met anyone yet that I can truly be loving for; is the conclusion that I have come to. As for caring, I care about those I admire, love included. But I don’t love or truly care about the people you’d think to love or care about. Obviously their is this disconnect with those people in my life, but I am young (I have to keep reminding myself) and this is only the beginning of me meeting people.
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