Celinasjourney
There’s so much, that I don’t know how to put it into words exactly. But I’ll try.
The visions, the insights, the mass of emotion, the calling, interactions with others, synchronizations in what’s said to me…has me wondering who I am.
It pains my heart to think about. I just deflate and have a dead look on my face.
It causes the stress that builds up in your chest.
( I would compare it to trying to stick a thread through a needle hole, but it won’t go in) except it’s a way, way more mild feeling now.
I’ve definitely built a tolerance to the feeling.
I always question things but when it comes to questioning this world as a whole, I find myself saying, “What’s the point in asking why?”
If I’m not getting the answer within that second, then I won’t get the answer. Or not now.
It’s just difficult to even share because this world is crazy realistic. But there’s so much more to this…
It’s a very esoteric topic.
Im not sure if anyone will ever truly understand me, but.
I too think the world will get much farther when we start studying the things that aren’t there. Just the phenomenon…
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