Celinasjourney

I’ve always had a very busy, overactive, and vivid imagination/mind. In previous articles I share how I am always thinking, stressing almost, about my future. A “very busy mind” I would say.

I have a calling in life as you may or may not know. And a lot of the time, things get very frustrating as I may constantly come into contact with roadblocks, limitations, and stagnations. My age for example. I don’t want to waste time with more years of conventional schooling or wait till I’m “developed enough” according to the law to start being trusted.

I would say, “I feel I need to start as soon as possible and right away” “or else it’ll be too late”. Once I become aware of something, I feel that the clock starts ticking before it is no longer a fruitful option, whatever that may be.

I found that what I have is a sense of urgency. An urgency to fix this world before it gets any worse, but the thing is people don’t see what I see. Or understand and comprehend the world the way I do, would be more accurate.

When it comes to my life goals and purpose there is always a sense of urgency. That I must start enacting them as soon as possible. Or else it’ll be too late. But I don’t know where or when to start. And when it comes to sharing the esoteric steps of my plans/goals or thought process, things get difficult. It’s not something that’ll be understandable to a large number of people. But it’s crucial for our evolution in this world.

However, even if I was given an audience and a mic I’m not sure how I would explain it still. Is it the fear that people still won’t understand me? But live? I’m confident in my writing abilities, maybe I can share that way. I can speak my written insights loud and clear, however, when it comes to speaking directly from my thoughts and not by paper, I don’t feel I do as well.

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